nothing new

having class party

swim in alan house

emm ,having fun .

people are moving

tears are falling

live like that

hufttt

jealousy always

life suck --

some pictures :s

just remember, the plastic rose will never-never die♥

best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
could it be that we have been this way before
i know you don't think that i am trying
i know you where it thins down to the core

but hold your breath
because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or i won't live to see another day
i swear its true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

this is not what I intended
i always swore to you i'd never fall apart
you always thought that i was stronger
i may have failed
but i have loved you from the start

ohh.

but hold your breath
because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or I won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
it's impossible

so breathe in so deep
breathe me in
i'm yours to keep
and hold onto your words
cause talk is cheap
and remember me tonight
when you're asleep

because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find

tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or I won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

spot

31-01-10

elmi text me to eat dinner with her

i said ok

she just arrived batam @ around 5or 6

she fetch me

no idea to have dinner where

so we went to jessy place to eat

when we're eating we talk so much :)

its fun actually but its weird too

we had plan something

holiday we're so going to sg !ahhhhh

cant wait till that day

18 ?or 19 ?waiting for elmi to confirm

huftt

going with my boy elmi and her boy

this should be fun

i think we're going to sleep in there

17 june my bday 20 june elmi boy bday

i'm thinking if i celebrate my bday in sg

so 18 with jessy too ,

20-06-10 having a trip to vietnam and *sigh (forgot) :))

change in second

you change
dont hope to much i'll buy for you what you want
look boy ,
me myself even cant get what i want
i wont hope to much to
dont buy anything that you dont want buy it for me
dont force your self to buy me that things that i want
no more waste-ing your money on me again
time past people change
dont hope to much

cherish time

calling with him in the morning <3>wake him up :p

after having my course he text me that someone has passed :(

RIP although i dono you guys

everybody ;is hard to believe that there're gone so fast ,there're still young God .

why them ?ckckck

a lesson for not drive fast

be careful

cherish the time that you have now :)

love you more and more now days :p

because we all duno when ,what day ,what week ,what month ,what year we are " dead "

just cherish the time you have now :D

be strong for the 2 girl .

time is the medicine to accept the fact

all life is an experiment. the more experiments you make the better.

hey guys !wats up ?
today ?huh 100510 its our big day :)
hha ,no really ,just pretend too
today is my father and his bday .
and today is our 4th month anii :)
i fall asleep last night :( im not the first
i hate it ,i hate my self :(
i'm scared that today i cant hangoud and eat with him
daddy said ;no more going home with friend ,i'll fetch you at 3 :(
huftt
btw ,i'll find way !huhh
iloveyoouuuu :)
gtg ,thadaaa

not a smile

last night 040510 i really feel like iuwhh

when can i have a harmonies family ?

3 years ?5years ?or never will ?

and today 050510 my day start with a sad face :(

i dont sleep well last night

my neck hurt and yg hand are also hurt

life is not fair

never be fair

oh yha ,jessy call me last night

i told her everything that happen .

gtg guys :)

just search for some picture in google -o-o-

time

i really miss the time we had

i'm sorry if i had done something wrong to you

how i wish i could turn back time :)

i miss us

huhhhhhh

bad feeling ?

your insting like dog one ?

understand ?hahhahahahaha

i bet you're reading it now

bo yaaaa !:p

shame

oh man !
wtf ?
he read my blog :(
crazyy ~
huftt
dont you dare again !

give up ?

should i have a thinking like that ?

am'i wrong to think like that ?

should i said "i should give up" ?

she's better for you .

just she's not in batam so you're not with her

how if she's in batam ?

we will never know each other and thats the better way

you only can said i'm to stupid to choose him (my *ex)

yes ,im just to stupid .

im also to supid wana know you .

she's more pretty then me

i'm so ugly

i have enough boy

im to sensitive

i know you dont like when im sensitive ,but i cant

i try my best .

but i still cant do it :(

im sorry .

when you start telling me the story you and her .

it feel seemed you are very happy when you're with her

sometimes i got jealous when you talk about it

repeating " its just past " to my self

but still i cant do it .

im just pretending to you that i dont know anything

you dont know how my feeling is ,

a month ?can we not meet a month ?

you cant ,having a relationship must meet every second ?

they dont @@

but you ?you should meet

you said you know my feeling

but ecually you dont boy

ya ,i always said that if you want to know your feeling please understand my feeling first .

when i said to you ,you'll said ,"you want me to understand you how ?"

huftt

just ignore wat i said

you're so scared that i'll leave you one day ?

if you keep on thinking like that ,i'll leave you ,i felt it before

i'm scared that ,that boy will leave me .

and really ,that boy leave :(

i'm just to trauma ,i'm sorry i cant love you with my full heart

sorry reader if my grammar is bad ,i'm not in the mood :(

tired

i feel very weak today @@ 300410
i think i will fever"
my head hurt :(
dizzy @@
i wanna go home now
bughhhh
bsket match today cncel @@
change to next week :(

:(

shit ma menn

just have my dinner

daddy said "this morning i bring "ambrost and rocky"(our dog) for a walk,he keep on calling the dog named(unintentionally) that just pass-away last days -270410-

my bradhe said "just now i went home after my work ,when i step in the house i keep on calling the dog named that just pass-away last 2 days also ,and the dog dont come infront of my bradhe ,he keep on thinking where did the dog go ?he just remember that the dog is pregnant ,so he check under the stair (she stay there when she's pregnant)my bradhe keep think and think .he just remember that the dog has passed away

my eyes are in tears

and i said " spicy" " tenks for the chilly that i ate just now :)

ahh !i want her back .

oh god !

please return her back to my side :(

i mean our side

pissed

ohh shitt

piss-ing me of hah people ?

what kind of people are you guys?

and you ?what kind of friend are ?

i'll be there when you need me

and you ?where do you go when i need you ?

when i need someone to talk too ?

is that even a friend ?

a " cruel friend " is the best for you

ahh ,pissing me off .

always does @@

diligent

i feel really an devout student ever since i school at glbal this once hahaha
280410 yesterday
science ?doing well ms.charo dong get angry with me that day ,
english doing well in my debate speech
math ?not really -,-'
irving get mad to use ,because almost one class dont do the exercise that he gave us
but we do the exersise that is given from the book
and he sad ,"you're a lazy student ,and i'll be a lazy teacher too ,"
we have our homework in math
he also said that "i'm not tired of checking your work "
yaa ,something like that
and today ,this afternoon he will gave us a seatwork
like omg ,i think i'll failed @@
i dont get the lessons
we gave so much homework
math
english
science(just to review for the igcse test)so what ever LOL :D
i dont really like to do homework
everyone does
students hate homework dont you ?
yahh rite
i'm so sleppy today
really
like hell no @@

*i miss my fatty" dog :(
every time i went home i always look where the place she use to be ,waiting for her to come home ?no :(
she will never come back :(
its oke she will stay rite with me in the middle of my heart
i'll bring her with me where i go :)

funny ~

today i ate my lunch
me and conita just put the plate in the table
and in music subject
kevin come to the room said
"where's michell ?who are you sitting with just now?"
and innocently i said "conita"
and in the stair i run and he said ,dont run away from me
i'm not running away from him
i'm just wana play if we ever meet again song in piano
kevin look at conita and said "because your miss kartini and you look so beautiful so you're excuse"
and i'm just staring at conita and does conita
we laugh
and we're from the balcony top looking at kevin where he will come up ,and we go run to the opposite sides
that so fuuny
and this night my boy argue with ...... "longerz longorzz"
so childish
omg -,-'
like i dont ,yeayy "i dont "
its like 3 years old babies omee":))
and i said "what did the "bitch" said ?
he forget ?
bo nao kaee
so fast ?
is he old ?like you know 89 years old :))
so that jaijelo find my boy
so i find the biatch :)
i said that to my boy
and he laugh like what the hell :))

enemies

actually your enemies is your self
you're the reason why you hate that someone
do you get something when you think about the haters about that someone ?
you guys will just stress because you guys keep on thinking
think ,that someone that you hate laugh happy ,and you guys are talking about it and your blood is going up up up :))
it will poop out from your brain
the blood vein are stress too
am i stress now ?
talking nonsense
by the way bellivia my friend said everyone is crazy .
no one is normal in the world
like me :))

bitch !

huh ?
that girl ?
iuy ,so gross
her face look like my dog shit
really
better to see my dog shit dude than your face
bitch are bitch
bitches
you !prosty !